Ciao Bella Mistress! I am very happy to be here, is the first time where I find women that interpret Dominance in a way that I feel is in line with my personal features. I've been interested in Dominating Women all my life, especially those that pursue an FLR direction, unfortunately here in Italy BDSM and FLR is seen very badly (as an heavy deviance). Honestly I don't feel to be a Sissy but would like to undergo also this path if this is what My Mistress Likes, for me the most attracting thing is to be subject to my Mistress whim and desires, of course I have submissive tendencies, especially regarding pegging... only pegging let me flourish in the sub world, and the larger the strap on the better, in the sense that i feel really excited at the idea of opening up to accomodate my Mistress, this sensation really makes me feel a slut and makes me feel in line with the world order (at least in my personal way of interpreting it, in the sense that women should run the world in my opinion)... I've a crush for fisting but didn't really try it yet, I would like to reserve that to my one and only special Mistress, in a kind of ceremony of a reverse marriage (I being the bride |o|)... this idea of being about to be abused and forever submitted, makes me wet, I cannot deny it. But apart BDSM, sex interests, and one to one relationship with my Mistress and Woman, I have to admit that I don't look and don't behave in a feminine way, rather in a masculine way.
Now to the sensual side: I am here because I search a Mistress, who can be also a woman to cherish and admire, a woman to obey to, a woman that can own me, and with whom I could undertake a path of FLR, with her dominating my mind and body more and more, step after step... in my naive vision, it is a form of love and enjoyment that could make both of us happy. Honestly, as I said before, it is not much the idea of being dressed as a woman that excites me, instead is the idea of being the submitted "wife" of my Mistress that makes my head spin ... and I must admit that this feeling is got through two aspects: my Mistress smart mind and my butt being abused (whipped, spanked, punished in a deviant sense) and intensively pegged... pegging and anal is my stairway to submission. I am not into CBT but could try chastity (I've never done it, and just the idea of being in chastity for one day seems unbearable to me although I must admit that it also excites me a bit, but I guess that the excitement would soon revert to desperation, so I am cautious about it)... I am also curious about cuckholding as long as it not entails for me any contact with men..strangely enough despite I'd love to be heavily pegged and made wife, I could accept it only from women... because only women are to my eyes superior (at least the women with a smart brain). But overall I search also a woman with whom I could have a "normal" relationship both spiritually and on an everyday basis both sexually (I also love vanilla sex a lot): the important thing to me is the connection, at an emotional and mind level, not only the sexual side. I search for the long term, I would hope to find a woman that will be my one and one for the rest of my life. For the One Who Knows I would start my message with "I love bananas"...
Hope to hear from you
xoxo
Albertuccio

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